MUSIC: "Judas" by Lady Gaga
TIME: 12:08 AM
I know, I know - it is rather late, and yeah, I have to be up for work in the morning at 5:30 AM, but I am so excited, because this month has brought me nothing, but hope, inspiration, joy, and surprises that have been leaving me speechless!
So, as you all already know: I am officially auditioning now! So far, I've had the Columbia University audition, but a few days later on, to my greatest surprise, I booked an auditon for LAW AND ORDER CRIMINIAL INTENT! The reason why that was a big surprise, for me, was because I'm very early in my career. Obviously, I'm not a union member to SAG or AEA or AFTRA or anything like that, so the fact that I could book an audition for that show....OH MY GOD!
I swear to you, when I booked that audition, I was shaking! My hands were shaking and I had to calm myself down a little bit before I can spread the news on Facebook, Twitter, and even be able to text BOTH of my coaches! I was really IN SHOCK! I had to pull myself together to be able to even talk normally on the phone with both Erin and Alan or to even read the sides they sent me through email! I mean, even when I think about it 'til this day, my heart still races!
How I spotted this audition was through the email notification from Actors' Access, because they were solely looking for an Asian actor to play a Chinese American punk girl. The role was only a few lines, but hey it was a role! I guess they call them "dayplayers" or "under fives"...I don't know what they are called anymore? But anywho...as surprised and as happy I was doing this audition, I also asked myself, "Isn't it too eary to be auditioning for this?"
Actually, it was good that I booked this audition, because it showed me that anything is possible, despite the fact that I'm really new to this business! And it gave me a chance to test my business skills, because next to an audition at Columbia University, this was a more prestigous audition, where I had to KNOW the show as if I've been watching it since it's premiere in 2001. I also had to know who it was I was auditioning for, even though it was just Kevin from the casting agency and myself, understand how the dialogue is delivered, and bring in a lot of my own personal attitude to this role. So, it was a challenge and a stretch, but it was worth going to the audition!
Thank goodness, though, because my coaches are really, really, really awesome, because the both of them called me once they recieved the news to give me some advice on this audition. Alan went over my sides with me. Erin told me how to present myself and my work. So, it worked out nicely! =)
Honestly, though, when I go to these auditions, I'm glad to be able to do so, but the more I observe my surroundings and the position I am, I tell myself that I still have A LOT to learn! I mean, auditions are so new to me! Most of the time, I am confident that I can hold my own in them and be as professional as anyone whose been doing this longer than me, but other times, I feel naive and I have not a clue of what I am doing. But this is the great thing about being a beginner in this profession.
To tell you the truth, if you're a beginner at this profession, you have to take everything in as a learning experience. Even if I bombed at my auditions, I still have to chalk them up as learning experiences. Even if I felt I walked away with a good, successful audition where I did my best, I still need to know what it is I did right, what it is I did wrong, what it is I need to work on, etc. There's no such thing as the "perfect" performance or the "perfect" audition, and I think as an artist, it is very important to be able to take that in and observe your work without getting so overly intellectual about it.
For the LAW AND ORDER audition, I didn't come on as strong as I hoped to with the "f*ck you" attitude, but I didn't faint nor did I overwhelm myself to a point where I forgot my character's personal make-up or her surroundings or position she was in. I didn't lose the scene. I just went in, looked at Kevin straight in the eye, delivered the scene immediately, and suprisingly, he didn't give me direction like I thought he would! I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing....? But I didn't (and I never do, even in class) do my emotional preparation in the room nor close my eyes and take a deep breath to "get into character". I jumped right in and started the scene when he said "Ready" and that's it.
It was quick, but it wasn't an easy audition. It was a good experience! So glad I did it! Really glad! =)
I think, though, the only reason to why I booked that audition (with the resume and very little experience I currently have and the fact that I am non-union) is because I am Asian! I don't mind, either, becasue Asian actors are becoming a hot commodity in New York City. Not sure about LA, but in New York, the roles for Asians are coming in like hot cakes! It's insane, and it's nice, too, because it's about time! Seriously!
On a personal note, it's awesome to me, because all my life, I've been looked down at, faced rejection at school with inner-circles, and made fun of because of my nationality growing up in Brick. The college theatre scene was even more discouraging, too, because the roles (both big and small for the bigger productions) were for and went to the all-American blue-eyed girl (when I did THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES, it was actually an independent project held, produced, and directed by a student at the college). In the classes at college, I was also the only minority in there! So, the fact that New York is in high demand for Asian actors and actors of color gives me more hope. It also boosts my confidence a little bit, I have to say! Hopefully, it will change as time goes on, so the entire acting community in New York, LA, or even in small towns become one huge melting pot, where we don't have to worry about race or heritage.
I also began a new project: I started a SECOND blog called THE FINE PRINT, and basically what this is is an actors' book review blog. I started this blog, because as an actor and student, I strongly believe reading is essential to our job. Reading technique books, memoirs, biographies, and books that explain the business, yet also, there's a wide variety to choose from, which leaves you baffled to what would be the right one to pick. So, I've decided to write a book review blog that will hopefully help eliminate the confusion a little.
I hope to not just do that, but to also explain these readings as a fellow actor and colleague to anyone who is reading the blog. I also am thinking of having guest bloggers, people who have read books that I haven't (and might not have time to read due to my busy schedule), to post reviews themselves. Anything that will contribute to this blog, I'm so up for it! I'm really excited about it, too!
I don't know where it's going to take me - hell, I'm not sure if it was even a great idea, but I do have some ideas for it! I'm looking forward to working with it! One day a time, though....
So, that's what is going on with me! So many great things in store! I still am not sure where all of this is going, but I hope it takes me to someplace good! REALLY GOOD! =) Either way, I'll be ready for it!
That's enough candy for now!
Cristina
http://www.cristinacho.net/
TIME: 12:08 AM
I know, I know - it is rather late, and yeah, I have to be up for work in the morning at 5:30 AM, but I am so excited, because this month has brought me nothing, but hope, inspiration, joy, and surprises that have been leaving me speechless!
So, as you all already know: I am officially auditioning now! So far, I've had the Columbia University audition, but a few days later on, to my greatest surprise, I booked an auditon for LAW AND ORDER CRIMINIAL INTENT! The reason why that was a big surprise, for me, was because I'm very early in my career. Obviously, I'm not a union member to SAG or AEA or AFTRA or anything like that, so the fact that I could book an audition for that show....OH MY GOD!
I swear to you, when I booked that audition, I was shaking! My hands were shaking and I had to calm myself down a little bit before I can spread the news on Facebook, Twitter, and even be able to text BOTH of my coaches! I was really IN SHOCK! I had to pull myself together to be able to even talk normally on the phone with both Erin and Alan or to even read the sides they sent me through email! I mean, even when I think about it 'til this day, my heart still races!
How I spotted this audition was through the email notification from Actors' Access, because they were solely looking for an Asian actor to play a Chinese American punk girl. The role was only a few lines, but hey it was a role! I guess they call them "dayplayers" or "under fives"...I don't know what they are called anymore? But anywho...as surprised and as happy I was doing this audition, I also asked myself, "Isn't it too eary to be auditioning for this?"
Actually, it was good that I booked this audition, because it showed me that anything is possible, despite the fact that I'm really new to this business! And it gave me a chance to test my business skills, because next to an audition at Columbia University, this was a more prestigous audition, where I had to KNOW the show as if I've been watching it since it's premiere in 2001. I also had to know who it was I was auditioning for, even though it was just Kevin from the casting agency and myself, understand how the dialogue is delivered, and bring in a lot of my own personal attitude to this role. So, it was a challenge and a stretch, but it was worth going to the audition!
Thank goodness, though, because my coaches are really, really, really awesome, because the both of them called me once they recieved the news to give me some advice on this audition. Alan went over my sides with me. Erin told me how to present myself and my work. So, it worked out nicely! =)
Honestly, though, when I go to these auditions, I'm glad to be able to do so, but the more I observe my surroundings and the position I am, I tell myself that I still have A LOT to learn! I mean, auditions are so new to me! Most of the time, I am confident that I can hold my own in them and be as professional as anyone whose been doing this longer than me, but other times, I feel naive and I have not a clue of what I am doing. But this is the great thing about being a beginner in this profession.
To tell you the truth, if you're a beginner at this profession, you have to take everything in as a learning experience. Even if I bombed at my auditions, I still have to chalk them up as learning experiences. Even if I felt I walked away with a good, successful audition where I did my best, I still need to know what it is I did right, what it is I did wrong, what it is I need to work on, etc. There's no such thing as the "perfect" performance or the "perfect" audition, and I think as an artist, it is very important to be able to take that in and observe your work without getting so overly intellectual about it.
For the LAW AND ORDER audition, I didn't come on as strong as I hoped to with the "f*ck you" attitude, but I didn't faint nor did I overwhelm myself to a point where I forgot my character's personal make-up or her surroundings or position she was in. I didn't lose the scene. I just went in, looked at Kevin straight in the eye, delivered the scene immediately, and suprisingly, he didn't give me direction like I thought he would! I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing....? But I didn't (and I never do, even in class) do my emotional preparation in the room nor close my eyes and take a deep breath to "get into character". I jumped right in and started the scene when he said "Ready" and that's it.
It was quick, but it wasn't an easy audition. It was a good experience! So glad I did it! Really glad! =)
I think, though, the only reason to why I booked that audition (with the resume and very little experience I currently have and the fact that I am non-union) is because I am Asian! I don't mind, either, becasue Asian actors are becoming a hot commodity in New York City. Not sure about LA, but in New York, the roles for Asians are coming in like hot cakes! It's insane, and it's nice, too, because it's about time! Seriously!
On a personal note, it's awesome to me, because all my life, I've been looked down at, faced rejection at school with inner-circles, and made fun of because of my nationality growing up in Brick. The college theatre scene was even more discouraging, too, because the roles (both big and small for the bigger productions) were for and went to the all-American blue-eyed girl (when I did THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES, it was actually an independent project held, produced, and directed by a student at the college). In the classes at college, I was also the only minority in there! So, the fact that New York is in high demand for Asian actors and actors of color gives me more hope. It also boosts my confidence a little bit, I have to say! Hopefully, it will change as time goes on, so the entire acting community in New York, LA, or even in small towns become one huge melting pot, where we don't have to worry about race or heritage.
I hope to not just do that, but to also explain these readings as a fellow actor and colleague to anyone who is reading the blog. I also am thinking of having guest bloggers, people who have read books that I haven't (and might not have time to read due to my busy schedule), to post reviews themselves. Anything that will contribute to this blog, I'm so up for it! I'm really excited about it, too!
I don't know where it's going to take me - hell, I'm not sure if it was even a great idea, but I do have some ideas for it! I'm looking forward to working with it! One day a time, though....
So, that's what is going on with me! So many great things in store! I still am not sure where all of this is going, but I hope it takes me to someplace good! REALLY GOOD! =) Either way, I'll be ready for it!
That's enough candy for now!
Cristina
http://www.cristinacho.net/











